Sigh , Im sick againnnnn ): Missed the bonding session at cca today. Sian..Must apologise to Danyinggg , left her alone to buy the food and stuffs. Sorry! ): Btw , need thanks Wen , Vonne , Carol , Mond , M.G , KM , HZ and S.L for helping out on wednesday. Thanks guys :D EOY coming le , need start intensive revision le. ): Hope won't fall sick so easily again le and I think we are drifting apart , I decided not to do anything about it. Let's just remain the way we are.
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You asked me how I am , I replied you , " I am fine." Actually , Im not fine at all.
Hey people , back to post again. Blog was almost dead. :P Anyway , many things happened during this week. Got good news , got bad news too. Good news is , my bestie found her happiness :D Bad news is , disappointed with my results and some other stuffs. Sigh , gonna buck up le! Jia you kays? :D Just finished watching a Japanese movie , touched to the max! End of year coming le , sigh , time really flies. In a blink of an eye , gonna be 16 years old le , and that means , O level is coming!!!!!! ): Seriously , have to work hard le , in order to achieve my goals! :D :D These days , not very happy. Tired of having to wear a mask to school everyday.
Anyway , I will bear with it de , Jia you! Fighting! :D
Gonna skip Day 12 's letter , cause dun want and dun wish to write about it. :D Will continue with Day 13's letter.
Dear S , how are you these days? Long time never talk to you le. I think from primary 6 onwards , we never talk le ba. Are you still angry with me? Really sorry , didn't meant to let them see the letter you wrote to me. Is they snatched it away de. Actually , I dun really know what's wrong between us. Are you angry with the letter incident? Or is it because I was rebellious at that time? Or are there any misunderstandings between us? I miss those days where we will msn each other when we were free and I will call you and ask you maths questions. Last time , I will always try to talk to you , but in the end , I dun have the courage to do that , as I fear that you will ignore me. I tried many ways to know why u angry with me , but in the end , this still remains as a mystery. But , I think not important le ba. Time will heal everything. Anyway , hope you will forgive me and we can be friends again. All the best.
Love , Bel♥
I missed you , but not anymore. Time , heals everything.
Wanna write this letter to my beloved grandpa and grandma who are living in a beautiful place called heaven. Dear grandpa and grandma , how are you both doing in heaven? Everything well? Bel misses you both very much. Still remember that when I was young , I always went to your house and play and got once , I got myself into hot soup and dad was trying to beat me , but grandpa , you protected me. You comforted me , asked me not to cry. Also , during festive seasons , you will cook a sumptuous meal for me and Jeraldine. I miss your cooking. Well , grandma , still remember that when I was small , I always bought tibits and you would always ask me for my tibits and I would gave you reluctantly. Hahahaha! You would always teach the maids cooking methods and will always go to the market in early morning , just to buy the freshest ingredients and cook for us. Everything was great , untill grandpa fell sick. I still remember I saw grandpa's body had a lot of tubes in it , when I asked you , " Grandpa , is it very painful?" You gave me a smile and said no , I know you said no , is because you didn't want us to be worried and I just gave you a smile. When you passed away , grandma was really sad , she kept crying. The few years later after you are gone , grandma fell sick too. Because of her diabetes , viruses attacked one of her leg , she had no choice but to amputate one of her legs. I still remember I heard from mum that , after the operation , grandma asked , " Where is my leg?" After I heard it , I was heartbroken. Another few years later , grandma's another leg had to be amuptated too beacuse there is virus. Grandma , you are really very brave. Despite the amount of medicines you had to take and the amount of operations you had to go through , you didnt gave up. After that , both of you went to heaven to meet up with each other and lived there. Grandpa , grandma , dun worry about us , everything is great. Thank you for all the love , care and concern that you had given me and Jeraldine. You both will always live in my heart , I love you both.
Love , Bel♥
XU BILIAN! THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO YOU! (:Dear BiLian dear , we long time never talk to each other le! I miss you to the max! ): I still remember how we used to slack at rm , we talked a lot a lot of things , things that even my closest friends don't know. I told you all my secrets without fear cause I trust you :D Till now , you are the only one who knows the "truth" to the whole incident. I think you know what I am refering to ba :D Don't know , come ask me. hahahaha. Also we will go lunch together! Got one period of time , we were not very close , cause of some things , but now , I don't care already. :D Sorry arh , last friday pangseh you cause I sick , but no worries , I will make it up to you de! :D Getting to know you , is the most fortunate thing ever. You are my one and only dear! Love and miss you to the max! ♥
Love , Bel♥
Hmm , someone I wish I could meet... Kay then , shall write to the idol that I support the longest! That is , Ariel Lin Yi Chen! :D
Dear Ariel , how are you? Are you still very busy now? Fliming? Albums? Books? LOL. I start supporting since I was in Primary 5 , after I watched It started with a kiss (: I love your superb acting skills! And , both of our names' initials are 'A'! Also , I bought your very first own song album! Seriously , I love your voice! When you came to singapore at that time for a show , I really wanted to go and support you , but I can't. ): Such a pity man , I lost a chance of getting to see you. ): But anyway , still got chance de ba , I think. :D Glad to see that your albums and books are selling pretty well. Will continue to support you de! Jia You! :D
Love , Bel ♥
Hey people , I am back from my holidays. Total torture manx. 3 days of fun gone ): All three days high fever... walao , totally sian diao. But at least manage to play arcade with my friend :D Then came back on sunday , fever shot up till 39.8. -.- Almost go hospital. LOL. But luckily , went down a bit. Tmrw cant go for the 24 hour competition , sorry guys. Also , cant go for oral , still feeling damn lousy. ): Anyway , will try to complete the letters. (:
