Erm , dun really have a favourite internet friend , chat with everyone on msn , hmm , wait till I found one then write ba. :D By the way , today is Andy Goh You Jie birthday! Happy birthday son!! 15 years old liao worx! :D
Dear ex , how are you? It has been a long time since we talk to each other. Around 1 month plus? LOL. Anyway , hope that everything is alright for you. Still remember how we met each other? Maybe you already forgotten , but I still remember. You were my kor and during sec 2 , we suddenly became very close. hahaha. Sometimes , when I passed the DNT block , memories of us will flood my mind. First time we talked to each other , held hands , we made our DNT stuffs together and I wanna hi fi with you with paint on my palms then we kept running around. hahaha! Although at most times , we kept quarreling with each other , but there are still happy moments between us. I will never forget those memories and thanks for created so many happy memories. Anyway , all the best to you and hope that you will find your Miss Right soon :DLove , Bel :D
Gonna write a letter to myself :D Hey Annabel , dun give up kays? Just bear for about 1 and a half years to freedom! After o levels , you can play all you want! For now , just study study and study! I know you can do it! Perservere! Dun give up! Be more optimistic! You don't need to wear a fake mask everyday , cry whenever you are sad , shout whenever you are angry , laugh all you want when you are happy. Dun care what other people see and says about you , you are what you are! You also have to be strong! Forget certain things , maybe life will be better for you. Stop clinging onto those useless memories , discard them , you will be happier! Annabel Ang , Jia you kays? :D Fighting! :D
Love , myself ♥
Firstly , wanna say a big Happy belated birthday to Shannie Chee Kai Shan! Shanneh , happy birthday! Finally 15 liao wor! Congrats! hahahaha! LOL. Well , today , went hougang to eat lunch with Dear , then headed to Heartbreakerrr house with Dear and Lover for cca project. Had a great day with them :D Anyway , gonna continue with my letters :D
Dear Dream , where are you? I haven found you yet. Wait till I found le , then continue to write ba really dunno what to write now. LOL :D
Everyone should know I dun have any siblings , but after I met this two person , I feel that they are my real kors , cause they are the best in the world! They are Darius Cheong Kah Meng and Melvin Goh Wei Shi! :D So , I gonna write a letter to them! :D
Dear Darius Kor , thank you for always treating me like your real sister! I still remember during sec 2 , I was your " mother" and you were my "son" , and after that we became kor and mei. hahahaha! During that time , we are quite close cause we sat beside each other! :D Besides JYP , you are the one who is the closest to me , whenver I got any problems and I dunno how to say to JYP , I will pour everything out to you! hahahahaha. I trust you , so I always tell you my secrets and you always gave me advices and didnt say it out. Thanks kor! Although we are in different class now , but we didnt drift apart , we will still go for lunch with the 7 gays and JYP and till now , I will still tell you my problems. Kor , thank you for always letting me beat you and also lending me your ear to listen to my problems. :P I am very fortunate to have you as my kor and , last long with dasao! Smile always! :D
Love , Bel ♥
Dear Melvin Kor , thank you for always chatting with me on msn , I still remember that we were not very close during secondary 2 , but after Mdm Low put you to sit beside me , we became closer! I also remember that you will always play with my pencilbox de keychains , especially my name tag and the small white bear! Also , last time , when we chatted on msn , we always asked each other silly questions and your answers always damn funny de lor , I laughed like mad when I read your replies. hahahaha! Although in real life , we didnt talk much and we are in different class now , but we didnt drift apart , we still talked to each other on msn or greet each other whenever we see each other! Didnt take any pictures with you , next time go out must take with me arh! hahahah. Recently , find that you quite emo , cheer up kays? Smile always! :D
Love , Bel ♥
Hey people! I am back again! Finally , the common tests are over! :D But , still got EOY..So , cant slack! Haha , anyway , will continue with my letters , will post a few letters at one go. :D
Dear Daddy and Mummy , thank you for bringing me to this world. Sorry for always making you both worry about me , especially when I was in primary school. I kept on playing at that time and dun bother to the homework , even till PSLE , I even took my notes and sat in front of the tv and pretend to read it. LOL. Till now , I am very guilty about it , so when I first entered secondary school , I told myself to work hard for the sake of both of you , no matter how difficult my journey will be , I will continue to perserve. Thank you for taking care of me and the everything you both had given me during these past 15 years , for the next 15 years , let me take care of you. Thank you for the love , care and concern that you had given me and lastly , I wanna tell you both , I love you. (:
Love , Bel ♥
Hmm , my crush...I dun even know whether now I have one not. LOL . Well , will write to my previous crush then. Dear crush , how are you? Everything alright? Haven't had a chance to talk to you properly. See that you have already found your true love , I am very happy for you. (: I still remember how we texted each other in the past , played hide and seek at PS , how you will console me whenever I am sad and tolerate my mood swings. Thanks for the everything. I will bury our happy memories deep inside my heart. I will not regret the decision that I made because I am the one who pushed you away , so I have no right to regret and I won't regret. (: As time passes , hope that we will become friends , as for now , I am sorry , I still need time. Anyway , lead a happy life and last long with her. (: Smile always (:
Love , Bel :D
Baobei! This is my letter to you , must read hor! Dear Fang Yi , how have you been? Everything alright? Time really flies , we have become friends for 8 years le! Now we are all in different schools , I think we have driften apart , but in my heart , you are still my beloved best friend and baobei! :D Still remember how we met , very funny sia...During primary 2 , we sat beside each other and you helped me clip my hair cause my pin dropped. Thats how we become besties. hahahahaha. I will always remember , you will help me buy food during recess , you will stand up for me whenever I am being bullied. We always do crazy and silly stuffs , laughed and cried together. I really miss you a lot! Although we always quarrel , but in the end , we will still patched up. Also , during my birthdays , you will make cards for me. Still remember that after we graduate , you wrote a very long letter for me. I cried when I read it. You said that no matter what , we will always be besties , ever and ever. Our friendship will be everlasting. Baobei , I wanna go out with you , wanna talk to you. Wanna tell you everything , happy and sad stuffs. No matter what , always be happy kays? I will always be there for you no matter what. :D
Love , Bel :D
Hey people , back again. Well , dear came my house today , went rm for lunch first then came my house to do homework :D Talked a lot , and thanks arh Dear , for consoling me :D Gonna post pictures now! Hmm , gonna post 30 letters for 30 people in the upcoming 30 days. :D
Letters to them.Day 1 — Your Best friend
Day2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — Myself
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Hello people , I am back again. After one whole long week , it's friday again!!!!!! :D Well , had home based learning on thursday. Stayed in front of the computer from 8am in the morning to 1pm in the afternoon. zzz , tired. Then , had cca today. Went cca cip , and then cca. Also also! Must thank Darius Kor for letting me eat his sweets....tee hee , ps wor , almost eat finish the whole bottle. :P Oh god , something happened that just simply ruin my mood. I had to take the english and chinese oral on another day cause need go competition. -.- Hope that everything will go on smoothly , sigh. Btw , the previous post that I wrote , mentioning that we are fine now , I guess I have to rephrase it.
We are not fine at all. Seriously , not at all. The hatred in me is building up. I just can't treat you normally , everytime I see you , I will start to be angry , Idk why. Maybe , lets just be really normal friends. Those hi-bye friends and that is enough.
Hey people! I am backkkkkk again! Well , had a great day today! Idk why , I am super hyper today and like to disiao people , especially Shannie! hahahahaha! :D :D Hmm , had chem acer today and then went for cca cip and cca. And , something happened , I am shocked that I can communicate with him without losing my temper. I think we are fine now , I guess? LOL. Well , will upload the pictures on other days , I am too lazy now. :D
I think , we are fine now.
Hey people! Back again! Well , school had reopen after the short breaks , things are not going so well , but I have to be optimistic in order to face these problems. Btw , we are drfting apart , seriously. Had exco meeting and rehearsal today , then studied with cliques for a while. Something happened just now , hope that everything will be alright after tmrw :D Then , went to watch yog preview with Danyinggg , Joey , Vanessa , Yan Tong and Xin Yu ytd , had a great day with them! Photos will be uploaded by tmrw.
It's just getting on my nerves , the way you treat me , the way you look at me , the way you purposely keep picking on me. I had enough of it , seriously. I did not own you anything , stop the way you are treating me now. Just get away from me , I hate you.
Hey people! Today is a very imporatant day! That is......Pei Mei's birthday!!!!! Yippeee! Happy Birthday , my dear! :D Well , went to acc to celebrate her birthday! We bought lots of tibits and drinks and we sort of , had a small picnic there! Luckily , the guys brought frisbee and kite! Oh ya , and more thing. They guys spent around 100 bucks to buy 2 toy guns , we were like wth? -.-
Anyway , really had fun today! Then , Jessica , pm's primary school friend came and gave her a surprise , we blind folded pm and kept disiao-ing her. hahahahaha! Then , after that , the most exciting part! Birthday Bash time!!!!! We smashed the cake onto pm's beautiful face! muhahahahah! *evil* tee-hee! Anyway , happy birthday , my dearest and one of the most important person in my life! :D Will upload some photos here!
Since you think I am this kind of person , then go ahead with this mindset , I wont't try to further explain it , cause I think that there is no point of explaning it , you won't even believe that I am good to you cause it's my real feelings , not because of him.
